Inwardly

In´ward`ly

adv.	1.
	1.	In the inner parts; internally. Let Benedick, like covered fire, Consume away in sighs, waste inwardly. - Shak.
	2.	Toward the center; inward; as, to curve inwardly.
	3.	In the heart or mind; mentally; privately; secretly; as, he inwardly repines.
	4.	Intimately; thoroughly. I shall desire to know him more inwardly. - Beau. & Fl.

Adv.

inwardly - with respect to private feelings; "inwardly, she was raging"

Synonyms: inside

Antonyms:

outwardly - in outward appearance; "outwardly, she appeared composed"